Roller coaster - list of upsets

Sometimes.. life is really strange.

It gives you a hiiiiiigh going up - then it gives on a few downs.

Almost like the principle of trading. The little few downs - are like your "cut loss" trades. And the hiiiiigh is your big break.


I get so ARGH I guess - when I realized that I get less than the best deal out there. I feel like I am becoming...some of our ***** that we complain about :PPPP

OK!

Thoughts are random.

I am quite upset that I let my heart go soft when a woman whine at me. Like WTF!!! I am a freaking woman! And yet my knees go weak when some girl whines and acts cute with me. ARGH!! I am such a softie!!! This softness costed me 1.5K! argh

I am also unhappy that I got quoted a stupid high rate from my most trusted lawyer. I really liked Jenny. But alas - she actually quoted me 1K more than others. LIKE WTF again. Because I look like a pushover? Soft and fluffy - I feel that everyone wants to take advantage of me :( Why people :(

The next step for me - really doesnt seem like a big deal after all. Which is :( I dont think I will have a fat paycheck too. Which is a bummer. But well, it brings me closer to my goal! Think long term woman! :)

I am a little upset, because of my recent trade losses. But well, this is ok.

I am a little upset - that my Fendi spy bag has a little flaw already. I am getting it fixed next week! Together with my Dior cannege!

I am upset that I still havent settle my VM matters.

I am upset that I dont have a man to lean on in my life (physically I mean). Why cant I just settle for "in Singapore"? ARGH

I am upset that I mounted the kerb yesterday and scratched the car :"( (not sure how much it is going to cost...AGAIN :"() For that I am upset again that I dont have a man in my life here who can take charge of the wheel! I want to be a passenger! :)

OK thats all! Feeling better now :)