Even more drama this week!

BUT I really think it will be soon over.


Reality gave me a big tight slap on the face - when the person that I have been defending and trusting all these while (for YEARS!) is actually stealing from me, destroying me behind my back.

It came as such a shock. And it really woke me up.


It was a traumatizing experience. Words cant describe how I feel.

And at the same time, my friend got kind of paralyzed in Pattaya, my dad is in the hospi. And all sorts of these things - which I wouldnt repeat them again, as I have already ranted previously.


I can't help but feel that the gods are testing me - how tough I can be, what I am made of.


Anyway, I cut the person out completely within 24 hours of hearing the news. (hmm ha it was about 30hours, but 24 hours just sounds more dramatic!) Cleared all outstanding issues with him and severed ties.


Today I am sitting here, in shock of what happened.


Like a stone.

I did not get lots done today. But I did clear what I needed to clear.

And I cant help but feel proud of myself.

I can't believe I did it! And I can do it without that scumbag :(


And so, as much as I know that it was tough for me. And I broke down many times.

I know this is right for me. And I thank god for giving me this tight slap.


I am also very grateful and fortunate to see real kindness in the human race, and the love around me. Like E - who is a complete stranger, but gave me his trust. Like my dearest mom - who went with me for the confrontation. Like P, who was there supporting me at each and every step.


Gosh. Really.

I am a lucky girl :)


Bimbotic part: I think this is why I look young :) Yesterday dad's nurse thinks that I am 19! hahaha.. cheap thrill - I know! :)