Struggles

I realized - what I have been writing - are all about my struggles.

I cant help it!

I had so many different challenges/struggles... all these years. eversince..that day.


I looked back, and reflected on my struggles. Some are not worth it, some are. At the end, what is really important is the lesson learnt.

There are some things that I really wish to hold. But I need to learn to let go - and realize that I am not superwoman, and cant do everything!

Anyway, I will and need to push myself hard - and even harder this weekend.

Need to get things done and cleared before my long trip to Taipei - it is going to be interesting there. I foresee 2 sessions being challenging and 1 easy - I hope!!


Nevertheless - looking forward to Taipei! My taiwanese friends are the BEST! I already have tickets to my mostest favouritest show - okok, it is really stupid, I know - but the show is Wo cai. I think I promised myself back in uni that I will go to a wo cai session LIVE, before I die. So this is almost like a fulfilling a dream! (even though I havent watched wo cai in AGES! I only watched 1 wo cai over the last year, and it was when I was in Taipei in May! - yes yes Taipei AGAIN)


So I am looking forward to it!

But before that, I want to clear my struggles.


And hopefully, next year will be a brand new year - where I can start afresh!


I want to!

Someone super duper sweet gave me a trip to GBR for my birthday - so I will end the year with a bang ;-) I only did 2 dives this year, so can't wait for more!